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Wednesday, 15 November 2006

  • It is for Freedom you have been set free.

    Hello Everybody,

    I'm not sure if many people read this but that's alright.  Here's an update of my life.  Mehgan, Andrea, and Todd were in town to witness the Wedding of Joseph Dalton and Jenn Piercen (and there was much rejoicing).  It was an amazing weekend.  All in all, the focus of my life has altered from a hyper-ministry focus to a relaxed, what does it mean to live, focus.  What will I be doing a year from now?  Probably not living on Del Playa; will I be in SB?  I don't know.  Will I be in school at Bethel Church?  It's possible.  Or maybe I'll be in school for another degree.  I could be in Kansas City (MO), or I could be snowboarding in Colorado (the state second only to California).  Will there be a lady in my life to pursue?  ...not if things continue like the last four years (just an observation).  This is kinda fun.  I sorta feel like I'm living in a dream state.  Sometimes I have to press in to experience the Love, and sometimes I get to just lay on my back and let it flow through me.  There is no pressure.  I feel like I could float.  I don't have to fight to be accepted.  I don't have to win my Father's love.  I don't have to be dragged under by the sin-management paradigm.  I don't have to fear the future. (My future is heaven and that will never change.)

    I feel like my relationship with the Lord is a search for rest.  Like a streaming running down hill, all the water molecules don't have to exert any energy, they just sumbit to the pull of gravity.  Praise the Lord; I like rest.  I am in a Psalm 23 mood.  I am free.

Thursday, 06 July 2006

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    Thompson Chain-Reference Study Bible-NASB
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    Ever hear somebody pray, "none of me, God, all of you?"  Bill Johnson says that's a dump prayer because He already had that option and opted to make you.  Therefore He clearly wants there to be a "you" and if He want's it, we probably should want it too (Him being a perfect God and all).  It's simple logic and I agree with it.  So why do people sincerely pray this?  Simple, scripture means different things at different times when refering to the self. For example:  "I have been Crucified with Christ," or, "But if I am doing the very thing I do not wish, I am no longer the one doing it, but sin which dwells in me."  So according to scripture here are some true statements that seem to contredict each other.  I stole a pen from Staples.  The sin in me stole a pen from staples.  I was crucified with Christ.  I am a saint.  I am both dead to sin and alive in Christ.  To make is simpler, scripture sometimes refers to the self as sinful, and sometimes refers to the self as holy.

    We sometimes refer to the flesh (sinful nature) as if we were refering to our self.  This, while remaining a mystery, is simply wrong.  The mystery is that the flesh ( I ) has ( have ) been crucified with Chist in the past, and we need to daily deny ourself - daily crucify the flesh.  Paul clearly states in Romans 7 that he is no longer the one doing it (that is sin), "but the sin which dwells in [him]."

    Okay, key point, those who belong to Christ are saints, they are holy ones.  Why?  Because we are "hidden in Christ" (who is holy), because "it is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me," and because God declaired, "'You shall be holy, for I AM holy (Lev. 19:2; 1 Peter 1:16).'"  So Romans 8 says it perfectly.  We either live by the flesh (sin nature) or by the Spirit.  It's like the choice between going back to Egypt or trusting the Lord to lead us into the promised land.

    Therefore, the initial prayer would be more accurate if addapted to the following: "Lord please give me the strength to deny my flesh and to live by Your Spirit (that is Christ in Me)"

    The following are major points from Romans 7 and 8 that are extremely important for our lives.  Each disciple of Christ is a war zone.  Every morning (and all day long) we wake up and have to choose between the flesh and the Spirit (between death and life) which war inside us.  We are to deny ourselves (flesh), "pick up our cross" (or carry in our bodies the death of Christ so that the life of Christ may be manifested in our bodies - 2 Cor. 4:10), and follow Him.  And what if we replaced the word "follow" with the word "mimick?"

    Generally speaking what did Jesus do (that we should mimick Him)? Well, He (by the power of the Holy Spirit) did and said everything that He (through the Holy Spirit) saw and heard His Father doing.  His agenda: The Kingdom of Heaven manifested on earth.  What does that look like in the natural? - Read the gospels.

    Jesus underwent baptisms of water, Spirit, and fire.  Should we not also mimick our master by submitting to these baptisms?  Should we not also mimick our master by doing and saying what our Father in heaven is doing and saying (1 Peter 4:11)?  He was equipped for ministry through those three baptisms.  So we, can opperate in ministry to a greater degree than He did when we are in submission to these baptisms.  He even said that we would do greater things than He did.

    Finally, the baptism in water represents our death to sin and life in Christ.  This only happens once and so there is only one baptism in water.  Baptism in the Spirit (i.e. pentecost and several other times in Acts) is sovereignly given as needed almost always (if not always) through prayer. NO LIMIT (remember the Spirit is the "Living Water" that Jesus spoke about in the gospels (John 7:38,39).  2 Corinthians 4:16 - How was Pauls inner man being daily renewed?  By the Living Water of the Holy Spirit).  This baptism is so key because we fellowship by the Spirit with one another and with the Father and with the Son.  Therefore, no Spirit no fellowship, period.  The baptism in fire is harder to define.  Jesus' fast and temptation in the wilderness was a baptism in fire.  Jewels, gold, and silver represent character, nature, and identity (not necessarily directly correlative).  Riches that have been refined in the fire increase in purity and worth because the impuries have been removed.  Twice Hebrews says that Jesus was perfected through suffering (I'm not going into it but this does not imply imperfection).  First Peter 4:1 makes it clear that "he who has suffered in the flesh has ceased from sin."  Also, vs. 12 - 14 say "not [to] be suprised at the fiery ordeal."  The purpose of this baptism can been seen in verse 2.  And, how do we endure the fire? Vs. 19 answers this question.  I believe we will have many baptisms in fire during our lives.  However, I do not know if our death could be considered the baptism in fire.

Wednesday, 31 May 2006

  • So I know that I haven't posted in a while.  Well, I haven't posted anything you can read.  I had a supper intimate time with the Lord while I was writing on Xanga a while back.  Then, when I finished, I started to wonder why I would share it.  Letting other people in on a intimate moment kills it.  Why would I do that to the Lord and to myself?  I have friends who share things with me that I won't tell other people.  How much more should I guard my cornerstone relationship with the Lord.

    Anyway, my current, recent, and future jobs include the following: data entry, receptionist, security guard, more data entry, more security guard, and painting (non-artistic).

    (hitting the cluch and shifting gears, I think I'll skip 4th and go straight to overdrive).  I feel like RIVC is starting a new and fresh season (Roger that, the skies are clear for take-off.  Have a nice flight).  I can feel the vibrancy.  It's like I'm 10, the Holy Spirit is my best friend, it's the first day of summer vacation, and He's banging on my window at 7:00 in the morning yelling (so He can be heard throught the glass) at me to get up and come out and play with Him.  We have the whole summer ahead of us and He doesn't want to lose a minute.  I had a vision a while back while trying to go to sleep.  It was only a couple seconds long, but it could be my favorite one so far.  In the vision this wild 12 year old pounced on me.  He had hair long enough for it to fall into His face as He sat on my chest and held my hands down.  He didn't have a shirt on.  I was too startled to respond.  I knew that it was Jesus.  He looked at me for a second, but I wouldn't look into His face.  Immediately He jumped up and said "Come on" as He took off running.  He reminded me of "The Last of the Mohicans" when the Mohicans are running through the forest.  An interesting point is that though He felt like Jesus He reminds me so much of the Holy Spirit.  Afterwards, as I lay there in bed there was a miny battle going on because something was telling me to dismiss it as heretical.  Later I wrote in my journal, "The One who invented adventure has just called me on one."    COME ON!!!!!!!

Sunday, 23 April 2006

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    Good Morning, Holy Spirit
    By Benny Hinn
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    You are Book, the Shepherd. Your mission is to bring the Good Word out to the heathens and to act as a spiritual guide. Your faith can withstand any logical assault and your hair can scare even the most hardened soldier.


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